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Im out of my head, my heart, my mind.

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I love the internet.
I can find so much here.
From finding cool people,
To laughing at stupid stuff I like.

But, it's a double edge sword.
Cause it has a dark side.
People say too much,
Lashing out on the webs.
I get it,
No can see you.
It's when you spill too much that gets me.

On the internet,
I want to help anyone I come across.
It's my weakness,
Cause then I can't stop.
I start to care more about people I know nothing about then myself.
I put as much heart I can without telling them myself.

Now, it's getting old.
I need to stop.
I can't help if I can't even hold a real conversation with them.
Barriers are then forged.
As time itself puts us asleep and wakes us at different times.
Communication is slow as everyone are literally at different parts of the world.

When I stop for one,
Someone else cries out.
God, I'm like a moth to light,
As I head straight to others' aid.
I wish to help,
I wish for that chance,
I wish for that happy ending.
But I can't make it happen.

I'm stuck in this loop.
A cycle that is bittersweet every time.
I just hope that I helped​ more then cause suffering.



F*** me...
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